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04 December 2006 @ 04:26 pm
Why do I have to know?  
I'm tired of being the grounding for others. Who's out there to ground me??
When will I learn to grab what's in front of me?

I'm pretty much the only one that can make me un-lonely.
I need to be comfortable with myself before I can be comfortable with anyone else. Pre-judgement is a fucking curse.
I just need to not care so much about everything.
I think that would solve a lot of my problems.

To no one in particular.

now i'm lying in bed, wallowing in sorrow
missing the tomorrow that we could have had
running through my head, over and over
things i never told her now just make me sad
and it drives me insane, sitting with a vision
stuck with that image burned into my brain
and i feel so dumb that i could ever trust her
but someone else fucked her, then he walked away

and i don't really want to know
so don't tell me anymore
and i really don't want to hear
about her feet all up in the air
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